Should I or shoudn't I?

Sorry for not updating my blog for quite sometime already because there is not much things I have done.

Recently, I am just pretty upset with myself because I am jobless.. still...! Its hard to get a job over here, even part time jobs. Tried applying a few jobs and I guess without a PR, they just wouldn't considered you or give you a little bit of hope for an interview. For eg. I applied for a small non profit organisation not long ago, and this job was not even advertised but was told by a fren about it. So, I was happy because given the smaller amount of ppl knowing about the job, it gives me the higher chances of going for an interview. However, to my disappointment, sent in, make a phone call to them, and having to talk to them, they dont even know the visa Im holding. Gosh... explained to them and said they would contact me to let me know the progressed.. and at the end. no phone calls at all, and ive heard the position is being filled already! Sigh!

Now, seriously I have been doutbing whether shud i stay here or go back straight to Malaysia. Im in a dilemma right now! Life is tough and boring without jobs over here! How can i survive not doing anything over here for few months.

Anyway, i just do hope the economy will get better soon so that i could land into some nice decent job.... PLs....

So frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!